my first entry!!!!
Well, here we go. The first entry of my diary.
I've actually never written one before, so this might suck. The closest I've ever come to writing down my “thoughts and feelings” was when I was in therapy. Still, I can see this being quite beneficial for my mental health — that is, if I actually stick with it.
I'm currently in France, visiting some friends. It's been lovely, and it's now Friday, so I should be heading home soon. Thoughts and feelings? I fucking hate flying, so I'm not looking forward to that part at all. I love pretty much every other mode of transportation, just not planes. I'm trying to get over my fear, though, so maybe one day I'll stop dreading it quite so much.
I'm going to the pub later for some drinks! Beer is genuinely my favourite. Spirits, not so much. I find they taste gross, and they get you drunk way too quickly. With a beer, you can sit around for hours, shit-talk about everything with your mates, and just enjoy yourself. You genuinely can't go wrong.
I've also edited this page a little today, which has been really nice. I wonder if anyone will ever read this. Probably not. Maybe a friend I've sent the link to, who probably doesn't give a fuck about any of this, lol. But a hobby is a hobby. It doesn't have to be noticed by anyone else to be worth doing. I enjoy this, and honestly, writing all of this down has already made me feel quite relieved.
I want to stop overthinking as much as I have been recently and learn to treat myself a little more gently. I've been so tough on myself lately, and I think I need to work on that. Maybe cutting back on the drinking wouldn't hurt either.
Anywaaaays, thanks for coming to my TED Talk.
Love, xoxo ♡
